How come when good things happen in life, some one always has the need to turn them around, how come everything comes crashing down. Because the ground from underneath me just keeps falling and i just keep running. And i will keep running until the ground is solid once more. And i wont turn back and find where i started from, but i will find where i am suppose to be.

Reality

Most days all i want to do is sneak away and fall asleep to silence,
But this morning i woke up to whispers and reality is finaly better
than my dreams will ever be.

Your Path

Sometimes walking alone is the only thing you can do.
If your following, your going the wrong way, and that's a promise,
But if your being followed,
it means that there are still people who have no idea what they are doing, they don't know what their path is,
or what it may be,
and following you might be best for them, for the time being.
And when they find their own path,
you will be walking alone again,
but even then you must know that what you have done is helped other find their own way,
like you have yourself.

Walking with an umbrella wont always protect you from the rain.
You might get wet, even get soaked,
so don't use it as a sky cane,
but its not your fault right?
Its the object that's in your hand who's to blame.
Well maybe your wrong.
Maybe it really is you who's to blame.
To fix it, drop that umbrella, and walk in the rain.
now no ones to blame.

To start off.

It took me about 15 years and two months to realize that my life doesn't always have to be about being mad about things, or sad about others. My life should simply be about the great things that have ever happened to me, and whether or not they are sad or get me angry, i should be happy they happened, because every thing in life happens for a reason, between the good and the bad, it still is to happen. I may or may not like it, but i will have to live with it. So now i have chosen to leave the things in the past that should be left there and keep the things now that matter the most to me. That is what i have realized, and that is what iv chosen. My heart may not have happy written on it, but i'm sure as hell it doesn't have sad written on it either,